Up until now, when things did not go ‘right’, I’ve asked myself whether Master would ever get it or be able to get on board.
My vision completely hinges on the belief that we can create a future where she is completely in control, rules with a firm but fair hand, and I’m able to overcome my ego and fully submit.
What I realized today is that if the day ever arrives that I no longer believe I’m capable of overcoming my ego, this endeavor is over.
I have to believe we can get to a better place; she and I individually, and together. My sudden realization today is that it might be me that cannot get to where I need to be.
