[Other than Daily Service Summaries, and this post, entries in this journal/blog will be written to myself, and not as direct conversations with my Master.]
As we head out on this journey, together, it might be best if I set expectations. This way you can know my intentions and advise me if you wish otherwise.
The following are the categories for posts uploaded to this blog. Each category is in bold, with a description that follows. All categories except Daily Service Summaries and Random Thoughts, carry either a “Discussed” or “Pending Discussion” tag for ease of pulling up during one of our discussions.
- Our Relationship
- Daily Service Summaries
These posts, a record of my day in service to you, are a large part of the reason this site was created. These posts begin with a statement of my appreciation for you, then they document any exceptions to my normal/planned day, and then I detail the specific acts of service and sacrifice that I made for you. As the ‘normal’ items are very repetitive, I placed them below the fold so that they were there, but did not get in the way of a quick read. - Questions
Questions for you. These are questions I will raise at our next Feedback session. - Suggestions
These are suggestions for our FLR. Respectfully phrased and offered for her consideration at our next Feedback session.
- Daily Service Summaries
- Random Thoughts
Thoughts here can be anything. The only unifying quality that entries here have is that they do not neatly fall into one of the other categories I have created. - Sex
- Erotica/Fantasy
This is my own erotica. While I believe I can be a capable writer, I hold no such illusions for my erotica. I am so focused on outcomes, and I internalize all of the emotions and character I see in the participants such that it never makes it onto the page. My erotica is hollow. But yet, it can be an effective way to prompt discussion between Master and I on my desires. - Experiences
Experiences sought, normally sexual, where the intent is an equal focus upon the psychological, the emotional, and the physical. - Scenes
Scenes are experiences that have been fleshed out with activities. Experiences are the concept, scenes are the architectural plans. - Vignettes
These are quick moments. Not full scenes. These are moments in my mind that have great impact and , I believe, are worth discussing. While these may be specific, it is motivation for the vignette, and the desired psychological and emotional outcomes that are important. These are aspects of experiences made flesh. That does not, however, mean that they are blueprints. They could, as written, be strong desires. Or they could just be fantastical; something to think on, from which we could then produce a more grounded reality.
- Erotica/Fantasy
And, to be clear on my intent for our FLR, while kinky intimate sex is a part of what I seek, it cannot be said that this is my goal. Connection and Intimacy. REAL intimacy, not just sex. These are my goals.
Sex, to me, has never been true intimacy; instead it is a means for attempting to reach true intimacy. If we’re doing only things a hooker can do with her john, then it’s not true intimacy. If we’re doing only things a dominatrix can do with her submissive client, then it’s not true intimacy. Yes, let’s do all of those things, but we must bring our inner selves to the play and open up to one another in ways those parties could never do with one another.
