I know I haven’t posted in over a week. I’ve been feeling unhappy and a little angry. I can post when I’m unhappy, in fact it can be therapeutic. But I try my best to never post when angry. Things get written that shouldn’t be read.
So this is just a post to say I’m still alive. I’ll be back when the anger leaves me.
And it’s not anger at any one thing or person, just anger at a mismatch between the reality of life and my desires. In other words, the problem is my own, and I just need to get over myself. I just need some time to make that happen, and it’s best if I do that quietly, at my own pace.
I’ll talk about it eventually, but not until I can gain some perspective such that the anger leaves me and, at worst, I am left just blue. That I can write this post at all tells me I am on the mend.
