Can’t remember the last time I had intercourse (it’s been months now, at least a month if not two, but in truth I have no idea; since before contracting covid I believe). Master has been away for the last four days, so I didn’t even have the hope of getting laid.
Covid took out the entire household, but did it in stages. And even when it was tested as gone in the last of us, the effects lingered. No one’s had a desire to get their rocks off for at least the last six weeks. Ok, well, that’s not exactly true because as a masturbation machine I only skipped a couple of days before I was back at it, but at a greatly reduced rate (only once per day instead of my normal 2 to 4 times). But I could do that when I could muster the energy, rather than timing it to be when Master was available and had energy. So, for weeks now, it just has not been practical to have intercourse.
I’ll never understand people who go a week without sex. What the fuck? Are you even human? I realize that women have, generally speaking, lower libidos than men. But I want to fuck every day, twice a day! So a woman who only wants it three times a week is my idea of a ‘lower libido’. But to go a whole week without intercourse is just insane to me.
It’s free. It’s great for your well being. It FEELS GREAT! Why the fuck do people not fuck more? I realize many do, but those that do not are significant in number. Thankfully they have us to propagate the human race 🙂
So when I say that it’s been a month or more since I’ve had intercourse, that’s a BIG FUCKING DEAL to me. I can’t recall the last time that happened since the first time I had sex. This is why men need prostitutes. I understand that we CAN go without. But it only makes us crazy, do bad things, and promise to marry the first woman we see who’ll fuck us. We need milkers to keep us balanced so when that “meh” woman crosses our path, we don’t ruin her life and ours by agreeing to marry just because we want to be six inches deep as quickly as possible.
Women say they understand. They do not understand. They have no fucking clue what nature has done to us to make sure that the species does not die out. A woman who wants sex once or twice a week thinks we just want it a few more times than she does. Oh my god how wrong she is. I swear to god (little ‘g’ purposeful), if I could fuck on waking, fuck around 10 at the office, fuck around 3 before leaving the office, fuck as soon as I got home, and again as I went to bed; I would THEN be fulfilled. Every.Fucking.Day. Ok, that might be a little excessive, but when you haven’t had sex for over a month, you tend to think in the extremes. Practically, I could easily have sex twice a day on weekdays, and three or four times a day on weekends.
But those numbers assume all we were going to do was just get our rocks off. But, as stated before, I’ve reached the age where I want better quality sex, not greater quantity.
I came up with this system awhile back (just a notion really). I assigned points to all sexual activities, as such:
| ACTIVITY | POINTS |
| Masturbating to Orgasm (Alone) | 1 |
| Masturbating to Orgasm (with someone masturbating alongside me) | 4 |
| Handjob to Orgasm(no talking, but nuzzling) | 10 |
| Blowjob to Orgasm (no talking, no control of movement, but ball fondling) | 13 |
| Titty Fucking to Orgasm (or other body parts) to Orgasm (no talking) | 10 |
| Intercourse to Orgasm (no talking, or at least inconsequential talking… aka ‘go baby’, ‘fuck me baby’) | 20 |
| Anal Sex to Orgasm (male penetrating female) (no or inconsequential talking) | 20 |
| Handjob, exquisitely performed, with tease and denial, and intimate detailed conversation *NO ORGASM* | 30 |
| Blowjob, delicately performed (no fast head bobbing shit), with intermittent conversation of a deep and intimate nature *NO ORGASM* | 30 |
| Titty Fucking, with eye contact and meaningful conversation *NO ORGASM* | 30 |
| Intercourse with eye contact and deep meaningful conversation *NO ORGASM* | 50 |
| Anal Sex with deep meaningful conversation *NO ORGASM* | 60 |
| Handjob to Orgasm with deep meaningful conversation | 70 |
| Blowjob to orgasm with intermittent deep meaningful conversation | 80 |
| Titty fucking, or other body parts, to orgasm, with eye contact and deep meaningful conversation | 80 |
| Intercourse to Orgasm with eye contact and deep meaningful conversation | 100 |
| Anal Sex to Orgasm with deep meaningful conversation | 100 |
Don’t know how I allowed myself to drift; maybe it was just to distract me from the fact that I REALLY NEED TO GET LAID!!!!!!!
As I said, Master is back. But I’m not allowed to ask for sex, let alone an orgasm. So I’m sitting here typing while she’s downstairs doing nothing important (from my point of view anyway). All I want is to grab her, bend her over, and fuck the living shit out of her.
But I’m a good boy (or so I keep telling myself), and so I can’t do that; nor can i even suggest that’s what I want. I’m so fucked, but not in the good way.
If only she knew of my torment and planned it, then I’d be ok. But instead, she’s oblivious, and my mind drifts to inappropriate thoughts. Let’s just say that they are bad thoughts for a submissive, but yet nothing I will act on. I just need fantasy for my 4th masturbation of the day. I’m a male. I need to be milked or I go fucking crazy (not really… but really).
